December 19, 2008

Gratitude, my friend






I'm having a hard time trying to come up with the words for the experience here at the Ashram....."Shin-bone" dog has taken a shining to me, no one will help him, and I'm advised not to touch him....My stomach is challenged by the water--boiled as it may be, and a baker's dozen of dark chocolate brown eyes continue to question my intentions (the cow-milker has one eye)...Though there's a deep sense of emptiness here, the understaffed community loves the children with big hearts and a life of service, and the damaged youngsters,(ages 6 weeks to 19 years), are full of appreciation for the little they've been dished-out this lifetime. My Rishikesh routine is now replaced with the "Haridwar" one----cow milking, baby rocking, shoe tying, study halling, face wiping, freesbie catching, hand holding, chapatti making, and trying to keep it together in the face of simultaneous suffering and joy.
Nothing like joining a kid on the floor at dinner, dipping our fingers in the rice and dal and discussing (in broken English) our favorite animals, sweets, and colors. The stockings will be stuffed with a Kit Kat, a comb, a trial size bottle of lotion, and a hat. Happy, Happy Holidays my fortunate friends.

3 comments:

ekpedersen said...

we love you

mom and dad

Unknown said...

"a baker's dozen of brown eyes"...
your words are alchemy. Taking the swirl of beauty and suffering and spinning such exquisite language to tell the tale. Thank you. I love you.

ekpedersen said...

hey beans its cal i think about you a lot. random things remind me of where you are... i wish we could talk on the phone so i could hear more details about your adventure. ill write another way next time. i hope the water is kinder to you from now on. love you very much

ps- grandma retold the story of bobo the clown to mark and i the other day... reminds me of your indian dog pitterpatting behind you